+Phobia_Parade+ (phobia_parade) wrote,

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4th day.

I'm very proud of myself.
I'm thinner and in better shape then I can ever remember.
Worked my ass off in Tae Kwon Do last night. Everytime I got tired I pictured Michelle in my head calling my fat in my Shuichi costume and pushed myself harder.
I may not be good at a lot, but I am good as being pretty- and I'm going to milk it for all it's worth.

I'm still not as skinny as I'd like to be, but there are only so many times a girl can eat 2 slimfast bars a day and not get sick of them.

My mother got upset that I didn't want to eat lunch today and kind of forced me to eat a bagle. UGH. Roxanne would hate me. Every time I see her she tells me how unhealthy bagles are and patronizes me for not liking veggie burgers.
Well- she can go to hell for all I care.

I worked off the bagle with 90 sit ups. Hope that's enough.

I wish to god I had a scale. Oh well though- it's probably better I don't have one.

I'm actually beginning to get abs :3 I am very pleased.
My mom's ordering Chinese food tonight. This is gonna be tough. I told her to order as many healthy things as she could.

As soon as this conventions over I'm gonna start eating normally again- I just want to be sexy for one day. I'm sick of being the silly one. I want to be the one that's desired damn it.
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